YES, I got to hold my son!!! It was so awesome! I was so surprised when the doctor said I could hold him tonight. He did very well. We talked about home, the dogs, and his sisters :) trying to prepare him now. I'm so happy! I hope Ricky is able to hold him tomorrow night. Keep your fingers crossed for them. Brody will have another brain scan tomorrow morning to see how much fluid is there and to see if the bleeds have resolved.We had a very scary situation with Madi tonight. I was holding her or trying to hold her. Had another bad nurse that has no idea how to give a baby to their mom. Anyway, she hands her over never making sure her breathing is ok, has her air tube kinked and just walks off. Machine starts going off so another nurse walks over and Madi isn't doing well at all so, while in my arms she starts trying to get Madi to breath. I tell them to call the repertory team so we can put her back, by the time everyone is there Madi's isn't looking good so they page all kinds of people and nurses are really scared. By this time I'm crying my eyes out scared to death they finally get her back in her bed and oxygen up. The doctor is shocked at all this. Ricky is so mad since this is the second time in the past couple days this has happened. Anyway, Madi is fine just need nurses that know what they are doing! She is on 25% oxygen which is great and doing very well with her feeds too :)Gracie is resting very well. She looks good but doctor is still trying to find out what is going on with her lungs. She needs more air than Brody at this time. We hope she will get past whatever is going on in the next day or two. The Orthopedic surgeon will be visiting her this week. Probably won't be able to start any therapy until her breathing is better but we hope to at least have a game plan.I will be speaking with the unit director tomorrow regarding all these crazy issues. Wish me luck or maybe just the director. I know I'm not being crazy when Ricky feels the same way about the issues we are having. He is the calm one after all.Our babies are so amazing. I have the cutest kids ever!!God is great!Krista
