"And once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won't even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won't be the same person who walked in." - unknown

These days I usually don't stress about things. I think when you've been where we've been where there has been a real reason to worry, all the other things seem small in the grand scheme of things. But I am so stressed out about PPCD for the kids. PPCD stands for Preschool Programs for Children with Disabilities. I am actually sick about this. Our first meeting is Monday. Ricky and I don't want our children in a class full of children with disabilities. That may sound bad and I guess people can take that however they want but our kids are so very smart. I've never been in denial about the kids and I'm not with this either. They really are smart. But what if we are missing something? What if PPCD will be the best for them? What if they need more curriculum than the two day a week program they are in? These are such big decision that we have to make for them and will affect them in such a big way. Yes, the kids do have disabilities but none affect their mind. Okay, maybe Brody a little with his brain bleeds but he learns very quickly. Plus a 5 day a week school? They will only be 3. I'm so torn with this. 

We've been hibernating this weekend. Luckily the kids haven't caught any illness from school this past week. I'm just praying like crazy they won't get sick. They are still saying Merry Christmas 24/7! 

I'll update again soon.

KP