All along it was a fever
A cold sweat hot headed believer
I threw my hands in the air and said show me something
He said, if you dare come a little closer
It's not much of a life you're living
It's not just something you take, it's given
Round and around and around we go
Oh now tell me now tell me now you know
Not really sure how to feel about it
More bad news today at the GI doctor but I CHOOSE Faith. I CHOOSE to believe our journey isn't for nothing. I CHOOSE to not forget where we've been. I KNOW God has the most amazing plans for these three little miracles. There isn't a single reason the three of them should be alive today. Kids that were born older, bigger, and healthier were passing away while our little babies, the smallest in the hospital, were fighting every second and came out of that war happy, loving, smart, amazing people. The fact that they are where they are today makes me so proud. Makes us proud. Our family was given this journey because WE ARE STRONG ENOUGH for it!
Mother's Day is a celebration of being a mom but really I should be celebrating these amazing kids. They have taught me more in three years than I ever learned in my life. Compassion is probably one of the biggest things they've taught me. I actually have feelings now. I know a love that is unexplainable. I've been lucky to see miracles first hand and see God's grace. They've shown me I have strength when I didn't think possible. They've believed in me and loved me unconditionally. They've made my life happier and have given me a purpose. In difficult times they are the reason I keep going and keeping fighting. They make me want to be successful. They make me want to be better than I was yesterday and hope to be more tomorrow. I am so thankful God blessed me and allowed me to be the mother to Brody, Gracie, & Madilynn.
Happy Mother's Day!
XOXO
KP
